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i can't link fprsome obscure reason but google for: the lumineers ho hey. Favo song of the moment!
i belong to you, you belong to me, you're my sweatheart!
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Hello people!
M is as usual on tuesday and wednesday in Ljungby and i am as usual alone at home. This is crazy how i got used to a good habbit: when M is away, i really have difficulties to fall asleep. So as usual, i woke up this morning very tired and the summer time did not help me. I went to Eskilstuna today and in the train, i read a quote about learning kids to be alone instead of feeling lonely. Ok, this may be a good quality but it makes me sad that we push on being alone instead of going to other people and learn to socialise. This society is so indivualist, i really wonder who will take care of us, the active generation from today when we will be old and when we will have taught all the kids that you better live alone. I wish i had read something more positiv, more engaged in some kind of feeling "i want to get involved with someone, even if it's only a friendship, even if i don't win anything at first but just help someone...". And so on.
Who am i with my big ideas of a perfect world? oh no one big. I make my mistakes too and every day, but i know i miss peoples compagny and that i almost always found someone to spend time with when i was living in France. Maybe i don't remember very well, since it was10 years ago i lived there (ten years, holly sh**!) but i like to remember it like that: no cellphone, friends around the corner, no big worries in life. Tonight, if i feelalone, i don't fell lonely.I exactly found someone to spend my whole life with and i don't need so much more. of course i need my friends, but the relationships i have around make me feel confident. No everyday talk, but i know there is someone out there who cares, and several someone even! I just miss M tonight.
We live in an about 80 squar meters big appartment and i feel like i have too much things i don't need, so i am filtrering and chosing what things i will keep. If there is someone who wants a scarf for free, just write me you adress in a mail at leiaot (a) gmail.com and i will send you something nice!
For the rest of the dy, i will try to be a good girl and to sleep early. a day at work is waiting for me tomorrow!
Hello people!
yes, i know, it has been ages since i wrote something here and it happened some kind of things: we bought a car! a blue french one of course. My consciousness is killing me by "euh, you know how much you destroy the world with all your petrol consumtion now?" but the bad part of me replies all the time: "you have lived with public transportation so long now that you can afford it!". Not sure if it is a valid argument but today, we at least had to enjoy the beautiful nature before we have destroid it all. We went to Omberg for a 9km walk and we wre laughing at ourselves when we saw that we were walking at a speed of 3km per hour. Like snails! It was not cold when we were walking but the lunch was short. And snow and snow. Where is the real spring?
we are really enjoying this long week end (4 days off in sweden) and counting the days until a similar one. The coming time will be generous with this kind of things it seems.
For the rest, all same old and we love it :)
enjoy some pics!
one more year for my little me. 31 one whole years and i had a fantastic bday. i received like 13 kg of gifts from France and my lovely M gave me a wonderful evening. A lots of people thought of me and called or write, i even received a postcard! This was very perfect. One thing though: even if the sun was shining as hell, the temperature was -20 in the morning when i went to work. It had snowed 15 cm the day before, so no idea to take the bike. I spent the aftenoon at home, sipping wine, listening to french radio and make brodery. Oh yeah, this was nice!
Maybe we will make a big step tomorrow M and I and for the rest, i wish me a calm week end. Life is active these times.
Since my laptop made me some trouble, I decided to act and i bought a new thing: a padda. So far i just have it but soon, i should receive a dsome practical things to write with, let's see!
For now there is quite a lot to do in the appartment so i will start to be efficient, talk to you later!
this is the picture that should have been published with the post from yesterday but somehow, this art did not want to follow the words. You get it today, it was in Södertälje, when a tongue of ocean goes into the land.
Today was a day that was looking like spring, except all the snow and the thermometer showing too little numbers. Well, ok, it was only sunny. This may have been pretty rare, because as quick as the sun shows its face, i am feeling like it's summer. but it's not summer at all and i am just dreaming of it.
Yesterday and today, i tried the method: fake it until you make it. Result: not successfull. I really tried to be positive and to face the day with a smile on my face, but i failed. It was a dissapointing day and i just have to go to sleep and wake up tomorrow with another try ahead. Some days are like that.
For the excitment: this is laundry day today. Oh yeah!
