One Midsommar is gone yet and some traditions were respected: rain and people singing. M came to Linköping on thursday evening, which felt like a friday and on the next morning, we took the train to Stockholm. Our final destination for the week end was Grinda, an island in the archipelago of Stockholm. We had kind of a big luggage since you never know how it will be. This island seemed civilized though, so it was most, well sun or rain? A dummy in the train made us sweat then, we had a boat to catch and it was kind of a race to come to the point on time. But we were not alone, kind of half Stockholm wanted to take the same boat. We made as if we did not know how a queue system works and we found delicious places on the boat.

When the trip was paid and we were cosy installed, M decided to go and find us a drink. This lovely man came back with a bottle of champagne and my heart was beating so hard for him. You may think i am like a teenager falling in love for the first time. I can tell you i am worse. I am totally overfloaded with lukcy feelings and even if it sounds unmature, every time i meet M, i feel like i want to scream to the whle world how much i love him. So, now you know that too!

We arrive on Grinda and met our 15 friends there, very internationel, with people from Austria, Germany, Italy, Schweiz and France of course. The sun was shining, the lunch was fantastically fixed by some people from our group and the stång was raised. Lovely!

M and I did go to the restaurant to finish this day and admire the sunset over the mini harbor and the sea. We were disturbed by a dummy headache, but the memories are wonderful though.

We spent a loooong night in the cabin, with a lots of other people too, that did not had head problems and saw both sunset and rise on the beach down from the cabins. We went there the day after but we just met the rain and some boats, crying to get some wind.

We took a long walk on the island, and went for a nap too. What happened on the saturday evening is censured on here, but Mum, don't be afraid. Today, the sun showed his face again and we left the island around noon.

Back in Stockholm, we met some familly and we took back the train south in the evening. I was feeling really dirty until i came home and took my shower. The island under the rain let some visible marks on the shoes, and the jeans and we are happy for that, the washmachine needs some work too! The thing we are not that happy about are the ticks that follow with me home.

This is more and more difficult for me to begin weeks that have so much days during which i can't be with M. Like this one beginning tomorrow. Addicted can you say. So the song of the day is for you M: you make me happy and ich kenne nichts dass so schön ist wie du!

I can't really remember when i left high school. it was in 1999, in other words, it was not yesterday. I even have some difficulties to remember who were in my class this year. I just remember that we wrote these exams and it was really important to get good grades: depending on the results, we would be able to go in this or this school after. Even if we went to disco ( a little bottle of the night around the corner, called "le sirocco") and even if i found a boyfriend this evening, it was a pretty trist summer. We all got dispatched in France, fr summerwork or study, so i dunno, i forgot the most of it somehow. One thing is sure, i was not afraid of the future. I did not know how it would turn, i just knew i would become an influent woman. I knew i had to go throught this "elit" kind of school and that i could decide later what i wanted to be. Even now it seems that most of the possibilities are there, even if where i am happy to be where i am right now.

Anyway, stop this nostalgi.

I watch a documentary tonight, and this was beautiful: Bombay beach. I recommend it strongly, it was both poetic and beautiful.

And now, there is one hour left. One hour left until i meet M at the station. These last hours are always the longer. I always feel millions of butterflies flying in my stomach. Oh, can't wait!!