Two months ago, we were sitting, my parents, my sis and her bf and my lovely M in the garden of a castle and we were enjoying a starnight, eating and drinking perfect food. it was warm until the sun went down and even i was missing a coat, i would have liked the time to stop for a little while.
Two months already and i forgot how it was to feel warm wind on my skin. This special evening, the stars were shining as hell. One nice memory of these vacations is the night we spent in the garden of my parents, watching the stars and sleeping under their protection. This is something that i never experienced in sweden yet, and it may be hard since the nights are so light here. but in France, this summer, in august, it was wonderfull. No insects to bite you, just your eyes to see the spectacle and your heart to feel the love.
I should sleep since a long time but i have some kind of fear to switch off the light and try to fall asleep. I miss my lovely M and i am freezing a little in my bed right now. No warmth in the house yet, i wonder when it will come. It is soooo automn outside! I wonder if it will snow a lot this winter. I almost wish it, to have a real white and cold winter. I am not sure if i want to ski, but maybe it would be nice to stay in a cabin in the middle of nowhere some days, just M, me, some wine and a sauna.
For now, a memory of august 2012: