I workedpretty much today, a stressy day after two travelling days. So i made something i haven't done in ages: i went to watch a movie at the cinema by myself. Blondie. A really good swedish film with reallynice pictures and light and a surprising drama, surprising for a swedish movie.
Then, i got some good news on the mail and it takes away some stone from my shoulders. The things that did not dissapear though are the clothes on my floor. Usually, it's in my bedroom only, but today, no matter where i look, there are clothes on the floor. An excuse for me: this is really cold outside, so the gloves, hat and so on have to be closed to my hands whenever i may go outside. What, you don't believe me?
The other thing i realised (again) is that i really don't like christmas. Maybe i should go to the psychologist and talk about it, because i think it is already the third or fourth time that i have these strong feelings of not wanting it. Like well...
And tomorrow, you know what? i will go to the dentist, yeah! For a controll and a threat too: "take my wisedom teeth off or i will make a damage!". I can swear that it won't be possible, nothing is possible at the first try in Sweden, everything has to be tested, to be thought of and so on. I really wonder sometimes how this country would be if people would take much more initiativs, like taking some little risks and just do things. Maybe Sweden would rull the world and people here would loose their complexes. Swedes (except me) are in general very unselfconfident people. So will my dentist be tomorrow. Investigation, some money here and maybe sometime if i dare i would be able to take my teeth off. Crazy.
Well, M i coming here tomorrow evening and since i've got a meeting at 7.15 tomorrow morning and need some sleep, i would better not be that swedish tonight and get things done.
Plus lunch date tomorrow, nice!! H, i've gotan ocean of things to tell you!!