The last time i wrote here, it was last monday. I was not very positive and actually, even if i wanted to make a difference, i woke the day after from the same side and i've been trying to make the days work. I have been travelling to Eskilstuna on wednesday and thursday and the days have been intensive. Friday, i was at home, trying to think how the saturday would be. It has been very stressfull for M as well, but we managed.
On saturday early morning, i walked to pick up the big car we rent to move M. It was a wonderful early morning, -18 degrees and freezing eyelashes. I am not ironical, it is very beautiful to see the sun getting up (had been a long while since i saw the sun actually!) and seen all the trees frozen, white, fabulously pure. I drove then to Ljungby and spend the day with a kind of lost M, packing all the stuff, carrying a lot and getting some precious help, both in Ljungby and Linköping.
When we were finished with moving, we went to the pizzeria, bought us some dinner and went home. Our home. With things everywhere, but our home. My dream came true. I really have to slap myself in order to believe it. M had to go back south on sunday evening, which means that it feels like usual so far, but i am longing to the first evening when i will come back from work and find him at home.
The beginning of this week has been really intense as well for me: Stockholm yesterday for me and Örebro today.It is really cold and it was foggy tonight, which feels with the humidity much more colder than when the sky is cloudfree. the three coming days will be full of things as well, so i'd rather go to bed now and enjoy this peaceful time.
And the song of the day: my middle name